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They keep us hiding out and playing small.
We feel safer inside the closet.
Trust me; I know a thing or two about living a contracted, fear-based, less than authentic life, within the confines of a closet. I also know a thing or two about sharing my soul with my demons and denying their existence.
Denying my demons nearly caused me my death.
Denying my demons nearly cost me my life.
Denial is a powerful drug.
(My choice of drug for years.)
It is a power food for our demons. They not only thrive on denial, they eat it up and exponentially grow in size, until they have nearly consumed you.
I know.
I was living in denial.
I was unknowingly feeding my personal demons.
They practically consumed all of me.
I nearly lost my life.
- Imagine being able to admit – out loud – that your own personal demons have been holding you prisoner?
- Imagine meeting, greeting and demystifying the myth that your demons are programmed to destroy you?
- Imagine realizing your demons are simply your worst fears?
- Imagine accepting the idea that fear is a learned behavoir, capable of being transformed back to love?
- Imagine having your own personal Spirit Support Team who will guide you every step of the way?
Until, that is … My demons came to save me.
I needed to emerge from the safety of the darkness and the fear.
I had been consciously communicating with the spirit realm long before the tragic death of my mother, Leah, 17 years ago. I hadn’t begun to actually make sense of it until after she left her physical form.
While I dabbled in receiving and making those connections, I continued to retreat back to the closet – thinking others might find me to be “mad” – a crazy woman who talks with the dead.
For every step I took into the light, I took two steps back into the closet. And I took those spirits who so desperately want to connect, with me.
Not only did I stifle myself, I arbitrarily took it upon myself to stifle them as well.
I retreated so far back that I had myself convinced I didn’t want to connect with the spirit realm; partially because it was so easy to communicate back and forth, that it ‘must not be real’ and partially because ‘others may judge me’.
And somewhere deep inside – I unknowingly believed a part of that decision was due to how damn comfortable I had become hanging out in the closets.
My spirit companions, those who desperately want to connect, found this behavior to be totally unacceptable.
They continued to knock and knock upon my door until one day – not so long ago, I decided to answer. Opening the door and stepping out of the closet was another story all together.
- “If only I had one more day, hour, minute, I would tell them how I feel.”
- “Why didn’t I ask them that when I had the opportunity – now I’ll never know?”
- “Are they are peace and feeling okay?”
- “We shared all our secrets – I have no one to talk with now.”
- “She, He, They would have known what to do…”
They are waiting for you to reach out to them!
- Imagine creating your own personal success team, which included the spirit of your deceased mother, father, mentor, friend, sister, brother, grandmother, grandfather, spouse, partner or child?
- Imagine the power, strength, honesty and guidance you will receive?
- Imagine being able to reciprocate and help them clear the air, fess up, set the record straight?
- Imagine revealing and healing old wounds and deconstructing old beliefs?